sight

I have so much on my heart and mind right now, and no words to express the anxiety, confusion, happiness and gook floating around in here.

I think I'm just starting to realize that how people view me is different than how I view myself. While this might sound obvious, it's only been made crystal clear to me in the last few days. I'm not sure how I feel about this yet. I don't want to apologize, or even feel like I should apologize, for who I am. But at the same time, I wonder if I am being fair to myself. Am I limiting my life by allowing others to see what they see, and not what I see?

Gosh. Goodness. And Gracious.