I have recently made some small decisions that are leaving me feeling much more contented. Whether or not those decisions justify the response or not is something I'm ignoring. For the time being.
This past week, I have been reminded that I do have people that love me, that they are there to listen to me bitch and whine, and that I don't have to feel bad for needing them in my life. Being needy (which I often am) is one thing, appreciating the fact that I don't have to do everything by myself, fix myself, or worry about the unfixable, is another.
So as I try to complete a literature review that is way over my head, staring out at the white of today, I feel...good.