I'm feeling so unmotivated today. I'm tired, overwhelmed, and sitting at a desk I particularly am growing less fond of. I don't know why, and I think it has to do mostly with those pesky feelings I was talking about earlier. People that I work with keep asking me if I'm stressed out. And I am. But it has less to do with work and more to do with everything else going on right now.
I hate that question: are you ok? I hate the looks of concern and pity. You have no idea what it's like to be inside my head and heart. So let me do what I do, and I will stabilize, normalize, find balance in life again.
Ugh.
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