Feeling myself

I realized today that I don't much feel myself lately. If at all, anymore.
I got dressed this morning, and nothing felt quite right.
I went driving, and didn't recognize the music I was hearing.
I looked in the mirror, and avoided eye contact with myself.

I keep thinking a change will help. A new hair color. New scenery. New new newnewnew.
I think, in part, it will. A lot of not feeling myself has to do with not being able to BE myself, living with my parents and all. Ugh...

Maybe it's just the weather.